how am i suppose to start this,
anyway, ya..
tomorrow will be a special day cause it'll be
#yauyau's birthday!&&also,
#an important day to me&& ((:

but yeahh..
i havent prepared anything yet cause,
i totally forgotten bout it.
i dont know if it's that im too stressed up or what,
but, i know im in th wrong.

How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

is th feeling im having now guilty?
shitdick.
why did i feel this way?..
ah man!
okay, gonna post some other time,
or i'll become real emo!,

sos please; someone help me.