GREEN.

ME

JTMY, that's all you need to know
Trust me, despite anything you had heard.
Pretty optimistic over here




History
stumble down the past
we never know when to begin, we never know when to end.

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skin massively edited by bleehnut. sorry that i actually forgot the basecodes cos as you can see i have short-term memory. (:


Sunday, August 31, 2008 3:26:00 PM



woke up @ 7plus again.
went to supermarket to buy some ingredients && came home to bake cookie..
not that delicious cause i anyhow ..mix! :/
then uhhhm, ya.. its 1529 now.. but i have the feeling like it's
17++ ..
never go library today cause,
Lihui cmi, Elisa cmi, Darryl idk whathappen, Gary wanted to go but nobody go.
so We never go.
i tried studying though.. but,, cannot concentrate..
ive been able to stop myself from usin th laptop for more than 4hours!, Yay!
Its a good thing.. cause usually, on weedends, if any of you realise..
im online for almost th whole day! >:\
well, ive been to tampines just now.
shopshop, converse-d, ate @ ajisen.
shop a little more while then went to hub, SHOPPED.
came home.
anw,
tmr is Adam's birthday! 1st september!
Hohoho, &&he wants me to wish him birthday on friendster.
:<>
he's going to Sentosa tmr..so ya..

anw, Anybody wanna go do CIP!??
我要做义工,做善事!

Y


Saturday, August 30, 2008 12:42:00 PM



Yay!,
im glad to announce that ive completed my Geography work!.
Left with English and.. OH!, chinese ..gotta plan some worksheet stuff..
&& i just had fruit juice made by my dear Mommy, cause my maid's ironing clothes.
Its damn sweet, but i like it ! ;D
thanks Mom.
marvin and my brother went to Play bball again ..
i didnt follow..

Annndddddand!, I'm free today!.
Yay ! :D


8:32:00 AM





Hi World!Y

lets talk bout ytd., Yesterday was teachers' day celebration && Rebecca's Birthday! Woke up @ 5, then went to meet joletta && tzuan. Reached school, arrange chairs and stand and th decos. went to walkwalk, elisa neh come school, but still fun. Had recess together as 2e4 ;D

skipskipskip then it was suppose to end @ like 1130 but ended @ 1230? wtf? then all of us rushed home. Mom came to pick me, and my leg, got cut by glass? or smth.. Bleed like.. _l_.

nehmind, reach home bathe,on th bus : 269, these few kids were like.. vulgarity-ing. they were like "Fcuking B*******, Cut your fathers cock, you Chaocheebye, go and die lahhs, no Balls. " then this uncle stood up and scolded them.. then th uncle shouted " why? bushuang arhh, gimma that face" yeappsz..then met joletta and yunjuan, and when we reached j8,we saw josiah and david they followed us. then met th rest, went to rebecca's house. decorated th house, with bad quality ballons!played for awhile . Fun {; then alot people came around 6 starting to get, very crowded.. but lihui yunjuan and i still occupied th Sofa, ps.><>

yeappz.. Not going to Library today i guess?

and one more thing.. im sorry ***** cause i said what im not suppose to. D;

Fake a Smile is th phrase ;D



Thursday, August 28, 2008 9:07:00 PM



sorry people, im not gonna say what EXACTLY happened today lahhs.. ;D
so, no more Grandmother's story.
but still, i wanna thank my Girlfriends! and my BOY-friends!Y
i shall not name them out like some actors/actress going on stage to say their speech.

i seriously seriously wanna thank you guys for always being there((;
although you guys dont really know what has happened!
i promise, after today i'll smile as much as possible.
just because someone said this phrase to me:
smile cause you deserve to.
and that very someone is Chaneltan.
hahas, ive been using that phrase to cheer people but thanks!
for using this phrase to cheer me up. Ily, 184.

anw, it was really great after th tears are out.
thankew people especially chanel who made me give up,
holding th tears back.

thankew Tzuan who will be lending me his shoulders in future
***with me on a chair cause im TOO short.
&& once again,
i love my Classmates; GirlFriends; Guy-Friends Y

go on twoexpressfour,
i'll be fine. ;D


Wednesday, August 27, 2008 7:37:00 PM



Today was, COOL.
morning, science had test. wlao, i neh study!
then geog, mrsteo say i v cheerful ;DD
then presented on th, Terracing thing.
recess!
Cme, had test too.
Math, had test too, Sure to fail. DAMN effing DIFFICULT.
PCCG, had some addicting thing. && i somehow, something happened,
and only my NEWLY acknowledge nuer, noticed bout it.
Then, just had Fun.
&&i realise that lotsa students in our school, have corrupted mind.

Went to eat, went for peercoaching followed by band.
rehearsal with dance.
Damn, still have to do. *********
yeappsz, uh..
aiya, just like usual, had fun today.
Gonna do my work and NOT use th comp ..
i hope?

Brace-Face ;DD


Tuesday, August 26, 2008 8:52:00 PM



today during science,
MsLim threw th marker i think? she was freaking angry.
but she became not so angry when LONGLONG(OJL) came to disrupt our class.
everytime he kana chase out of class, he would come to my class. wth?!
then, chinese had Xiao Lao Shi. and recess.
Yay!, my group scored 90% even without Costume! for lit!
th idk how to spell th name teacher say my group v good !, UHHH! goodgood!
then went to english, had some silent reading, &&i was teaching elisa how to solve th cube,
then kana confiscated!
but retrieved it. && darryl threw something up and hit th fan.
then mrswrong was freakingly angry!
then lihui took some pictures of a sweet (anonymous) couple.
then,
life science skipskip, band skipskip. tmr got teacher's day rehearsal.
then Ncc got camp. && im glad to announce that idk what's paint ball till
Gary and Gabriel explain to me.

anw, after band, went to BBTshop, then had some 'stuff'. shallkeepitasa Scret.
then went to take bus with : yunjuan, changrong, jason, and another guy: JIASHENG!
that 2pid Hongster.
then ya.. just had a quarter plate of dinner. ;D
hmmm, gonna do my work already!
Anw, !

thankew yunjuan for always reminding me to NOT skip my meals!


Monday, August 25, 2008 8:47:00 PM



Today ! Yay!Y
today was also, cold.
then dra attracted lotsa my attention cause of her tortoise Bag.
then assembly, Goh wasnt here. PE.
supported viandra, lynette and peihsien. and ran with them for 2.4!
i got Gold!
then went to hall to jump, and play table tennis.
Damn paiseh!, uppersecs were playing then we cut in, then lihui and i those CMI one..
haha, then they dowan play with us le. then we keep playing.
then Mskoh FIRE. she screamed.
but yeah, then chinese. OMFFFFF, checked assesment book.
luckily ive DONE.

then had lessons lessons lessons.
and went to yoshinoya with people?
then waited for lihui and joletta to come.
Emo-ed. idk why!
then went to AMKhub and library, Played and Studied!
YES!, elisa had some problems then never come. Saded.
then uhhs,
went to supermarket with Mom just now.

saw Gabriel(best), JonathanKhoh, Colin &&Bryan
hoho, they couldnt recognise me till i said hello.
And colin&&jonathankhoh was a little alittle not retarded.
haha, my mom say colin v cute!!!! urgh.
then came home.
typed alot of things, and yay, completed.

Dear friends,
thankew!


Sunday, August 24, 2008 9:44:00 PM



woke up kindda early, used comp, copied some work, prepared, left home.
Stupid sasa, made me wait for damn long!, from 12 to 1230 then to 1 then to 130
wth?!!
nehmind, so i went to but lollipops, and went to second floor.
looked for books, and found a stack of books, AGAIN.
im good @ looking for books, i guess?
elisa was rather shock when she saw them.
then uhhhs, we changed place, and went to j8.
Elisa went to print pictures, then i bought 2chillicrab puff
then went to shop round j8!
damn cold, then my stGabs jacket(XL) covered my shorts but who cares,
just wore it to j8 and shopped with it.
then went back to lbrary and lihui came.
then we played , and soon went to Juntion8.
Subway-ed, WindowShopped, went back.
then OBSEEN ;ELISA!
she's a Flasher! read this and let it slip outta your mind!
Chat, Played and ya had fun, and LEFT.
reached grandma house @ like 8 plus 9?
then kept playing with CUBE!, i solved it! OMYMY!
yeappsz.. chatting online now.
Hope tomorrow wont be Bad!

thanks for letting me know that youre there,!


Saturday, August 23, 2008 6:44:00 PM



Woke up @ 7++ this morning. was CHILL-ed.
i washed up, bathe and watch uhhh, some weird channel stuff.
&& watched Fated To Love You !
by then it was already 10++ .
watched th olympic diving thingy.. Damn Pro!
especially this 10 something year old guy!, wlao!
so cute and dive so well.. Just, Wow.

went to Office, Greeted and ate.
played with Aiko&&Yuko, justine came, followed by my brother and Marvin.
then we chatted gossiped. then i left ,
__Bishan library.

i met elisa with claudia, then we went to arcade to play th Bball game,
Then some Obseen stuff happened.. ELISA DARLING!
ya, went to MRT && elisa left, met lihui,Ljiaxin and desmond.
Darryl and Yunjuan Pangseh!
&& saw Jonathan Khoh.
LJX annd Desmond went to get some present while Lihui and I went to Study!
Well, rather, copy.
then lihui gtg, went to basement to get some snacks.
AND came home.

On my way home, i saw WeiLun, with his friend..
They are going to Hub to shop?
yeappsz.. chat a little while and left.
OHHHH and!, that XL StGabs jacket was DAMN BIG!!

Gonna play bball with Marvin and some other people later.
Maybe RollerBlade too. we'll see how it goes.

&&Glad that youre Over and Done with that ..
Fairytale.

smile across your heart.Y
you got me so addicted to you


Friday, August 22, 2008 8:23:00 PM



Im down with Gastric., i didnt go to th doctor, I went to Lynette&& Yunjuan,
and it's hurting seriously now.
Didnt know it could like so much, like this.

This morning, kana scolded by Mschew, then had english Spelling,
i didnt cheat and i got 14, joletta gary lihui and almost everyone cheated.
they obviously got higher((; DISHONEST.
then i think Timo was caught for cheating ..
then went to th lab for some chemical changes experiment thingy.
then my "pop" sound v loud lorrs.. ;DD i had fun with lynette,
we went to mschew's homeroom during recess to celebrate timo's birthday!
Doraemon Cake, i contributed(;
they 'perverted' timo and they were all dirty.
Th cake was delicious though.
then Ya, Gastric, &&yunjuan bought fanchoy and insisted that i eat a mouthful of it. and i did.

thankew my dear! Y

and Mskoh class, we did some teacher's day card thing?!!
Was rather unsuccessful.

Then th chinese culture thing, late.
Lihui elisa and i went to seven/eleven andannnd on th way back to school, saw th boys.
then they were heading to Juntion8 so we followed. Subway-ed && th guys went S-11.
We girls were late by 20mins, while th guys are late by bout 30mins?
then ya, played and Sang in class. Fun.
then, went library.
Elisa didnt came along.
played, emo-ed and ya, came home.
Just had dinner, having late dinners recently.

&&we've thought of what to get for th teachers already!! Yay, xD

AnnndAnnd not forgetting!,
Thankew Chanel, Gary && Yunjuan Y

th last one whom you tell your bad news to,
is/are th person/people you love th most. like how i do.


Thursday, August 21, 2008 9:02:00 PM



Today,
i lied on th floor @ parade square this morning cause gotta ..dont know do what.
Home econs, msAngg was in a GoodMood but then when we took our coursework out,
she fire up lorrs.. She's always unhappy with our coursework! D;
then chinese, had th mmrising thing, and some Fire Alarm Drill thing.
LOL!, we were reading passage til half lorrs..
But we reach, but our class havent reach yet, so Slack.
MSKOH dont even know where we should stand.
then STUPID darryl and joshua wanna 'splash' me with that..muddymuddy water.

GROSS >:/

had recess, went to Bandroom and got th Question.
Had art, and th teacher is.. so DRAMA-MAMA
math we had lotsa FUN!, we are going v fast!((;

after that, nel and i went to do alittle of english.
she brought home her WORKSHEET! damn it!

Sorry mschew for disappointing you in whatever way.
I know i am irresponsible.
But what's done cannot be Undone,Sorry. DD;

oh yay!, have got lotsa work to do..
all Dued tmr and i havent done a single one yet.
very nice ;D wish me a happy Friday ((8

I shall go update class blog first 8D


Wednesday, August 20, 2008 9:44:00 PM



When all the world is looming dark
And things seem not so clear,
When shadows seems to hover 'round
Lord, may i persevere.
When it seems everything's been tried
And there's no way to go,
Just let me keep remembering
Sometimes the journey's slow.
I may need to stop and rest
Along the path i trod,
a time to try to understand
And have my talk with God.
As i gain new strength to carry on
Without a doubt or fear,
Somehow i know things will be right,
And so, i persevere.
Anne Stortz


7:25:00 PM



DAMN IT!
urgh!, so freakingly stressed.
lihui, elisa think so too.
WHY?!!!
its like, i have truckloadsa stuff NOT DONE!.
ohhhmy, just feel like quitting school, but ive got to perservere.
it'll all get better in time!

just talk bout math,
mschew is like so NICE!, she lets us choose our seats,
so im currently sitting with lihui, elisa &&chanel.
then i dont understand SETS at all,! i dont understand SCIENCE too!
haii..
Then we had some break time thing,
and was at th back with elisa,chanel,lihui,gary and joshua.
then we played and laughed like crazy (as usual) XB

then assembly, bestfriend folded me a Rose!, damn nice lahhhs!,

then went to have lunch and library.
was concentrating but i just gave up.
and i went to play, and laughed at Gary's funny actions, and his laughter.
then went to Subway fro cookies and home.
gotta rush my work. idk till what time.

&&, i really feel like , urgh.. giving up everything.
i cannot go on like this.
i must either give up on one side. its like, im inbalanced now.
how i wish time would rewind, and remain just when i was 13-- sec1.
should've treasure th times then.
Lord, im looking sincerely asking for help.
at this very critical point of time, i need it very much, so do my friends.


Tuesday, August 19, 2008 9:25:00 PM



9.08.08 afew more weeeks to nicole low's brithday!
yea!.

well, today.. urghhhhhh,,
viandra's spamming me!..

science we change seat.
morning, got chinese elisa th smallteacher lesson is funfun,
then we had th lit class..
im in dra's Group!
then english damn sian,.
&&back to lit, but at mrswong homeroom.
then that Sucker go confiscate my Cube! but returned.
he damn asss lahh, anyOhow shout shout shout..
life science was bout some oil spill thing?
then went for band.
Huiling damn cute de!
played quin sera, ;DD

super nice de!

then blahblahblah, and today i just realise how
SUAY i am/was.
damn kelian lahhs,
do alot also kana,do little also kana.
whatever i do also kana!! SHITdick man!

&& this person person,
is damn Emo now cause Someone broke his heart..
So sad lahhs..

&& Viandra and faith are both humans, with Big assholes!
richkidd lorr..

Gotta go rush my work..
&& th teachers day ppt le,, lihui push evrything to me lo! good..
((;

run baby run, ((;


Monday, August 18, 2008 10:22:00 PM



Happiness is not in our circumstances, but in ourselves.
It is not something we see, like a rainbow, or feel, like the heat of a fire.
Happiness is something we are.
For every beauty, there is an eye somewhere to see it.
For every truth, there is an ear somewhere to hear it.
For every love, there is a heart somewhere to receive it.
---ivan panin
Faith
It may be that when we no longer know what to do, we have come to our real work,
and when we no longer know which way to go,
we have begun our real journey.
---Wendell Berry
One cannot divine nor forecast the conditions that will make happiness;
One only stumbles upon them by change,
in a lucky hour, at th world's end somewhere,
and holds fast to th days, as to fortune or fame
---willa cather
The world connects not by molecules.
It connects through ideas, hopes, faces, dreams, actions, stories, and
Memories.
---barrie sandord greiff
I do not know what i may appear to th world;
but to myself,
i seem to have been like a child playing on th seashore,
and diverting myself now and then finding a smoother pebble or a pretier shell than ordinary,
whilst th great ocean of truth lay all undiscovered before me.
---Sir isaac newton
SOUL HAPPY


9:57:00 PM



Hey guess what?!!
paul has been to school today!
didnt get to see him!! AIKES!, he's leaving for USA today.
gonna study over there, just as rich as i thought he was.
ohmy, Gonna catch a flu soon!.

anw!, today was like, full of lufters lahhs!!
Morning was th PE, shuttle run, TooPid elisa go tease me.
but i manage to run 10.++ secs.
********lucky me.
Then did incline pull, tzuan&&erick gotta do pull up.
then i tried, i can only do one lahhs!
and was playing with it, was damn funny.

Chinese, i Kana sent out of class?!!!
but kindda honoured cause im th first or second one.
then was wearing FBTs, later Dm see me i Die.
but he didnt.
second bell, mstew lemme in.
Recess, hoho! laughed like Maddies!

was english afterwards. Elisa took her bra and smelled it! OHMY,
th cleaned, washed bra lahhs..
geog, suddenly felt v sleepy then took a shortshort napppy..
Then,
Math, learnt some complement dono what thing.
Timo, and Joshua sent out of class.
then elisa and lihui and i keep talking.

aft school, we go library study worrx!
actually, lihui and i just do some hw.
then we go find storybooks!
readreadread. then elisa come meet us, with Elisa, there is No peace.
kept laughing!
my shoe drop, wallet drop, pencil case drop.
damn ps.
But was fun, then went to have dinner.
yeappsz...

&& i found out that lihui elisa and i like to read th same kindda books..
;D smiles!


Sunday, August 17, 2008 8:43:00 PM



my Blog timing is outta place.
anw,
there's th Singapore-China tabletennis game thing.
but i dont care. Not Interested.

&&Marvin Tan is @ my house.

today is so damn freaking boring lahhs, but still happy&&glad over lihui's birthday.
woke up this morning but stayed in bed till, 10++ then ate orea as breakfast.
then watched chnl55 till 1. &&came to use th comp.
then ate lunch, and fixed something.*****secret

well, rather pissed with someone.

then my mom asked if i wanna eat any food stuff cause she's going out.
and i got her to buy Doritos for me.
thankew,
&& im doing RJCmentoring ws now. damn bored.
idk got what schoolwork.
Math th paper, idk how to do.
shi bai manszzzzz!

then ya, now super duper Sian.
need someone to entertain me.
wlao, th one day @ viandra's house was like so short lorr..
i wanna go stayover again!,

i shall go munch on some stuff, or tomorrow on th news,
you'll see someone who looks really like me, who died cause she's very bored. ;D
im lame && i know it. But i dont sit on a wheelchair, neither do i crip.


Saturday, August 16, 2008 9:44:00 PM



&& She's th Star of our day! my Ex-Assembly partner.
dark D;

Pictures are taken @dra's house (( Dawn ))
&& th 3 Obseen Musketeers!

elisaaaaaaa, caught you red handed!
lets bbQ!


BBQ '08





&& this is th Love,


8:30:00 PM



Pictures will be posted above.
uhh, im back @ home ;DD
yesterday was lihui's birthday.
&& we gave a surprise party!

in school, we had lessons followed by th chinese culture thingy.
in class, lihui, elisa, joletta, chanel and i kept laughing.
joshua and gary too.
then soon we were v sleepy le.
elisa chanel and i started doing our Math homework,
while lihui take some napp..
then had some Debated stuff, Pair((;
then hurried home with Wjiaxin and Faith .
bathe, and evrything.
went to jol's house. -- LiHui's Surprise Party((;

Darryl helped Joletta's Mom with th Fire,
and then Joletta, Darryl, Wjiaxin and i helped out in th BBQ while th rst play.
then ya, Joletta and i did some seasoning thing, SUPER GROSS,
but th rest said it was Damn Delicious, &&, thankew xD
then Wjiaxin and i took care of th BBQ-ing stuff while th rest go pick th
Blindfolded lihui into th Condo.
****burnt myself. stupid><
then they came back and started playing with water bomb.
&& playplay eateat.
elisa, ate alot.
timo, helped out with th pictures((;
took picture with darryl and joshua, ( index no. ), not gonna post it.
and ya,
at th end, around 8++?
we sat around a table, had a Sharing Session.
i played some rather saddening song, and i almost breakdown.
aft all of us settled down, we shared th sad time and happy times we had in 1e4 and in 2e4, evrybody got very high, very enthu but elisa and Wjiaxin gtg, so some sent them to th bus stop while us, stayed to "pack up". &&this is not what i wanna say!

to twoexpressfour '08,
okay, im gonna post this on class blog too but, ya,
for most of us, we graduated from oneexpressfour'07. probably not Gary, Erick, Cheryl.
and sadly, pukeong and junlong left us in th middle of their journey. But nonthless, 2e4 is always together as one, we would always fight through whatever storm or typhoon that comes in our way. lets us talk bout last year. ****sorry to th 3pupils.
LCK's incident. we all stood up for one another, andand that's cause we had trust between us. we knew and trusted that th culprit who vandalised th table isnt from our class. we were very bonded.
thankew, Mrmark, Mrsng, Mrteh, Mryee, Mrphua, Msneo and th rest of th teachers we had. we definitely had learnt muchmuchmuch from you.
now, lets talk bout 2e4,
we are only left with roughly 3months to spent with one another. and by now, almost evryone are already bonded together i guess. we've had lotsa conflicts, tiffs, and quarrels.
small little things like this, are either there to strenghten our friendship or to totally break it up. and th decision is up to you. take an example, lihui and i, we were very good friends when we were still 13. a cold war broke out but now, we decided to patch it up, and we're still close, even closer than before. and i really wanna apologise to Peihsien, in 2e4's place .sorry for th insults from us that have hurt you. We do care bout you. We do treat you like friends. We are sorry.
guys, 3months is veryvery little, why not spent th time happily with one another rather than to spent th next three months quarreling rights? Hopefully, we'll have a class chalet this year.
e4, lets study harder&&smarter and be attentive in class okay? no body is allowed to drop. we gotta move on together as 2e4 .. we gotta help and teach one another. be there for one another.
as we go on, we remember, all th times we, had together.
and as our lifes change, come whatever, we will still be. Friends Forever.
ily; 1E4'07, 2E4'08
anddandddd you'll always be my baby.


11:12:00 AM



i shall post bout today, starting from 12am!
i wish happy sweet 14th to lihui at 12am,
&& i succeeded being th last one to wish her on her birthday.
then th next minute, dra wished her, but it was
Belated. so damn sad DD;

****lihui&&dra playing instruments now, disturbing.But im gonna join them.

then we watched olympic and shared th laptop, had maggie((;
and some lemonade thing, ++ Ruffles from last night's Bbq,
then soon enough, dra was tired.
she went up to sleep.
then i shared th bed with lihui andannnd! Omg, she is so damn, Irritating!
She keep tickling me, playing with me, disturbing me.
then she for no reason can start lufing de lahhs,,
then we super high but then we settled down . cause we were sleepy.
and by then, its already like.. four plus five dawn?
then i dozed off followed by lihui then chanel.

at 7.00am this morning, my phone played, Majulah Singapura.
it was th alarm.,
lihui suggested to wake up to see th sunrise, but guess what.
i woke up, stood up, told them th sun is rising,
and they went back to sleep, Wth??!
Then idk why, i cant sleep although i was damn sleepy.
i keep disturbing them, but they still sleep like fatfat pigs!
then i went to bathe.
came out, they still sleeping.
played th piano,
came back, stil sleeping.
until around 10++ then they wake up lahhs..

we wanna bake cookies but, we lazy go buy th ingredients lahhs!
hai,
and chanel just came out from th bathe room.
after this post i'll be going to join them le.,
let chanel th chaonehneh use th comp.
((;
dra play her trumpet damn nice canszx!!
ahhh, envy.,
i go change then join le

2e4 will always be in my heart,
just like a permanent marker ;D


Friday, August 15, 2008 11:23:00 PM



hello people((;
i'll post bout today ++ pictures when i get home((;
im at dra house.,
;DD
byebye((;
anw, ILY;2e4.
thankew for th sharing session.
and ((;
th times we had,
love.


Thursday, August 14, 2008 8:18:00 PM



heyYO! wassup!
today uhh, Home econs, cooked Curry Chicken
and mine was super nice canszx!
mrJasen, Joletta, Lynette and evryone said it was supersuper nice!
maybe cause my partner this week is zixing? ((; hohos, who knows><
chinese, got 40/100 for spelling,
and this week's Dictation gonna flunk too, i guess..
art, got joshua to buy file++paper for me((; thanks!
and uhh, elisa passed me th lollipop that leroy gave, thankew too!
played with joshua's comp.
math, got some Chennai trip going on, && im interested.
india, damn highclass lahhs! but i went to wuhan before, sad!
but nehmind.
i borrowed my clarinet and scores home!,
Dear LORD,
may you let my tomorrow, be a happy day. may the things that we've been planning be successful, anddanddd hope that she'll be touched.
in JESUS name,
Amen.
anw, i'ld be staying over at dra's house tmr so if there's anything,
call or msg me((;
gotta go pack my bag for sleepover!
&&i wonder if she will be th one to doze off first, Again.


Wednesday, August 13, 2008 9:35:00 PM



别笑我傻
当还是婴儿的时候,那不是傻, 是单纯可爱
当还是小孩的时候,那不是傻, 是还学不会
当已是成年人时,为何笑我傻?
我只想回到单纯, 我只想学不会.
can i have a time machine?

男孩和女孩从小就是邻居。
男孩从小就哑了。
女孩从小就喜欢和男孩一起玩。
她一直唱歌给他听,尽管他说不出内心的感受。
女孩长大了,想嫁给男孩。
男孩不愿意拖累女孩,不同意。
有一天女孩上班的路上,出了车祸。
后来,女孩好了,只不过,女孩哑了。
后来,女孩和男孩终于结婚了。
再后来,男孩变成老人,死了。女孩也成了老婆婆。
面对丈夫的遗像,她流着泪说:"能和你在一起,真的很幸福"
女孩根本没有哑巴。
&& this is love?

"The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
they just make the best of everything that comes along their way."
"Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be."
Happiness doesn't depend on what you have but what you satisfy and contented with.
Try looking at the simple side of life, don't make life around you so complicated.
It's how you make others happy rather than how you want others to make you happy.
&& this is happiness?

http://www.doshur.com/th/stories_ran.asp?c=63
http://www.doshur.com/th/stories_ran.asp?c=62
http://www.doshur.com/th/stories_ran.asp?c=60
http://www.doshur.com/th/stories_ran.asp?c=45
http://www.doshur.com/th/stories_ran.asp?c=38
http://www.doshur.com/th/stories_ran.asp?c=28
http://www.doshur.com/th/stories_ran.asp?c=8
all these are short touching stories you might wanna read.


8:06:00 PM



Today is, a day full of; Vulgarities;DD

science, i think i was.. listening?!!
and then geog, test.
we cheat openly, &&mrsteo gave us answers!!((;
thankew,
then uhhhs..CME
we went round picking litters!
chanel and i picked up from th rubish bin XB
then ,, math had test. ><
then yeappsz.
SPA!, Mrs *** was damn FC**ing Retarded!
&& i keep troubling her.

i kept raising my hands and stuff, and i was named,
"naughty girl"?

then went """"home""""""""""""""
yeappsz, and carried lotsa stuff
over 10Kg i guess? and its true.
spent 100over bucks.
and,
ya((;

Quarrelled with Mom,
cold war now.
p.s. Im not replying her and its,, ****** D; sad.
then, gonna eat and bathe, just came home.
took pictures but i lazy upload so,
((;

happy learning bout my lovely day !!;D

how to stand up from a fall?
how to be optimistic when youre not?
how to be happy in th inside, instead of th outside?
how can these be done?
my Damn Fucking Life!


Tuesday, August 12, 2008 9:44:00 PM



today, during chinese test, th compre,
its bout happiness.
what exactly is happiness?
in what situation would you feel happy?
happiness, th feeling that you'll feel in your heart.
th feeling that you'll only get if you once suffered.
there's a guy, idk who,
once wished that he do not yearn for happiness, but he wish, he would not suffer.
as simple as that.
happiness is just like, butterflies.
th more you go after it, th further it'll fly.
when youre tired, wanna take a rest,
it might actually come by you.
then when i read that passage, i questioned myself.
all th times i had in school,
th super hyper times i had, is that Happiness?
am i really Happy?
or that is actually, just some fake kindda thing?
idk, im a hyper girl, i laugh very often,
but when i laugh, i laugh with Happiness or
do i just Fake a Smile?


9:18:00 PM



DAMN THAT F***ing lit trainer!
super fCu* up canzxc!

anw,! changrong say Yunjuan PRETTY WORHHS!
yunjuan see this sure amchio!
and he just said he's a fucker!><
he admitted. well, today was uhh, had science.
went around th school, sian!
then chinese got test, SURE FAIL. then uhh ,
lit, suckerrrrr!
english, damn pissed lahhs! i wanna go Urinate th damn teacher dont let,
then let Waimin go!, TMD! then ate lollipop,
and ya, life science was boring, evryone was sleeping?!!
band, GYSS SCHOOL SONG.OMG,,?
then came home,
gonna eat my dinner soon enough. ((;
and im going on a diet!
&& im not aneroxic (if thats th way to spell)
;DD &&changrong wants to be in my notepad, fine,i will.

im only me when im with you,


Monday, August 11, 2008 10:33:00 PM





baked cookies today!
then went to prepared, went dra house.
played like siao with Desmond on msn..
we laughed till videa was so pissed and angry,
and tinky is just so damn Scary!
but also cute(((;
Happy Birthday MeowMeow,!
\
then after that,
we went to have dinner @KFC.
ate twister, no more bandito!!!
then, dra bought billabong slippers.
*********nice!
and we went to Mondo, and tried this really nice heels.
it was so small !! &&cute.
then we went walking round a little.
after that, went to TTSH.
brought dra along.
visited ahgong,
AHHH!, my dear kayden was there!
with alvin,&&uncle.
then i brought dra to lvl12,
but elisa wasnt there!
then nehmind.
went back,
and mom was leaving already.
went to Square2.
Mom wanna eat icecream!
but my Bro and I didnt wanted to,
&& she was damn disappointed! sorry D;<
then she and my Bro wanna go walkwalk,
but i dowan and they forced me to!,
then came home, waited damn long for Bus!
then ya, started on my YILUNWEN,
and finished it. quite fast! NotBad ;DDD
Gonna sleep soon cause, tmr's school!
i dont like Lit><
why these problems?!


Sunday, August 10, 2008 9:34:00 PM
wishes!


jasmine ★! :
if i had a wish, i would ask for more wishes((;
LEROY-SAUR:
cannot wish for something else
jasmine ★! :
then whats th wish for when you canot wish for smth
LEROY-SAUR:gd point..you win
jasmine ★! :haha
LEROY-SAUR:u get more wish,ok then now u got umlimited wishes wad do u wan?
jasmine ★! :i would make lotsa wish, you want me to name them all out?
LEROY-SAUR:yup,i got time
jasmine ★! :ohhmy,youre crazy!
LEROY-SAUR:hahah..i noe
jasmine ★! :
i would wanna be loved by more people,
LEROY-SAUR:lol,normal
jasmine ★! :
i would wanna have th lovelyiest fren which i already do
jasmine ★! :
i would wanna have evrything good
jasmine ★! :
but among all that is good, i would want about 10% of it to be bad
LEROY-SAUR:
dun wan money?
jasmine ★! :
evrything good includes money,but still 10% of bad
jasmine ★! :
i wanna buy a land in australia,build a cow farm,milk factory&&lead a happy and peaceful life
LEROY-SAUR:
not bad.

&& leroy wish to have truckloads of money
andnnnd marry th girl of his dreams
*************laughs
then buy a very very very big house and many cars
and make sure his family live a good life
&& he will give money to charity
andand immigrate to US and open a WBW company
( world best wrestling)
************weird..


if you had a wish, what would you wish for?

&& one last thing,
if you youre dying soon,Andand you know it
what would you want people around you, to remember of you?


7:15:00 PM



today is _l_eff-ing boring,
mom&dad's out.
didnt go with them.
slacked whole day &&found out lotsa stuff.

i hate Hypocrites lahhs..
some people are just purely ripping things.
uh fine,
dowanna get so agitated over such a :
Pretender.
simply no originality at All
i know what i am doing, so dont order me,
im not your dog, Fucker!


4:49:00 PM



I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could try not to cry"
As time goes by.
No I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes.
No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go

I pretended to feel similarly
And led you to believe I was OK
to just walk away from the thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove
I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly loosing my mind
Underneath the smile gradually I'm dying
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
Cause I don't want to reveal that fact that I'm suffering
And turn down all the lights and then break down and cry



10:30:00 AM



HAPPY NATIONAL DAY; Singapore!
ytd, i was planning to meet lihui but bishan library was closed.
then i went to grandma/pa's house.
after lunch, i went with my cousin&&auntie to TTSH.
to visit my granddad.
i went there like, to picnic.
drinkdrink eateat drinkdrink eateat
but then it was damn sian one..
@ round, 6+ ?
elisa told me she's in th hospital.
so i went up, 12floor to look for her.
&&shunbian visit weili.
and elisa broke my rubics cube.haha, cant fix.
then i went back to my grandma/pa's house.
then slacked, eat, napped there.
and th WORST thing happened.
hai..sad,
then i came home @ 12+ am..
YEAPPSZ
DD;


10:17:00 AM



im totally fuckedup ytd.
th worse day ever!.
Sorry piggs..but,
Thanks to me, we gotta close down th family.
but all we wanted was
renew,restart th family,
forget all that had happened!
but well, hai..long story./
tigerchiu, junjie want you&&th rest need you,
in th new family.
you gotta be there for them,
please,
i qiuqiu ni.
this is my third time, also my last time,
that i break down, 'cause of you.


Friday, August 08, 2008 9:56:00 PM







might be posting pictures a little later cause,
my _l_brother took th laptop away!
anw,
today we had th hold hand thingy.
was damn fun., played games
&&th most retardedretarded thing is,
we stand there for so long,
conclude: but all i know was i held peihsien and dradra's hand.

then went to j8 and had lunch
and th carrot cake was so effing oily!
but thanks to junjie, weisheng who came up with uhh..
weird ideas of helping me get rid th oil.

then got rid of OJL,
and went to darryl house there th CC, community club?
then played.
lotsa people went.
today got new people,
mrhow, desmond, yuwen, melody, marcus.
toe bled.
rushed home,
went out for dinner,
dearest ahma's birthday.

thats all for today, will post picture some other days..
not in th mood.

&&, im proud to be a clarinetist!


Thursday, August 07, 2008 10:10:00 PM



Today was damn HYPER!,

had home econs,
scolded.
chinese, as usual,
copy.
art,
photoshop.
math,
new chapt.

went to parade square for rehearsal.
no RJC mentor,
again,
senior VS junior.( its a small world)
school song!!

went j8, wanted to buy puff but long queue,
bought cracker.
went to KFC to meet th rest.
im currently "knife-ing" tzuan now.

will be waking up tmr at 5?!!!
like so early..
*****yawns.
then probably reaching school at 6.

still doing home econs research.

if i aint got you,


Wednesday, August 06, 2008 8:16:00 PM



today, th sixth day of, 7th Month.
when i wake u arhh,
my stomach pain like someone doing jumpingjacks in it!
then i giddygiddy, sat, then felt like vomitting.
but i still went to school.
rushed down, and they were there already.
saw dra at th bridge.
today science was practical.
OngJunLong, came to th lab.
then msLim called him boyboy followed by longlong.
gross.
aft th first bell went,
elisa,joletta,chanel,lihui and i hurried to CME class.
cause if we late one more time we die.
when we reach th class mskoh haven even come,
then elisa talk to aloysius.
then mskoh came.
Math got test lahhs..
wah sian, my answer and th rest all diff..
shitdick*
Chinese, got relieve 'cher.
stupid chunming, dont let me sit on his seat.
then sat with aichoo.
talked.
then CME again.
aft that talked to elisa, huiting.
&&mrswong is damn cute de canszx!
haha, she say joletta,dra and i v rough,
cause we were seating on th table,
but something humorous happened((;
went to j8 meet lihui and some of th rest.
had late lunch, mcchicken..
they got laoya service.
then timo said,
"viandra sister will be caled Vagina,"
&& i said,
"your brother will be named testis then"
;DD
came home.
rushed HOME ECONS.
now gotta do chinese.
sian..
summary, IDK how to do lahh!
then got spelling, dont even know th words?!!!!
&&it'll all pass,


Tuesday, August 05, 2008 9:53:00 PM



today.
Happy Fourteenth Birthday, Darryl!.
during recess,
we hurried to mschew home room to celebrate darryls bday.
disappointing-ly, those(we) who paid extra,
didnt really get to eat much.
nehmind, 舍己为人;牺牲小我,完成大我
cheemology!
then went for th lit drMA class. **boring
uhh,

left my clarinet at home!,
but luckily, mommy cabbed down!thankew;ily!
then facilited th recruits to get down,
when they say we actually didnt have to go down.
WTF!
nehmind, still fun.
went up ,
its a small world, lalala,
celebrated darryl's birthday&& other august babies's birthday again.
played with th CREAM!
omfg!

not my birthday/month, still aim me.
so gonna have pimples soon!,
evil meanie baddies!

hate how much you threw th cream on me,
cant stand how much you did it.


9:14:00 PM



((;
th first edited one,
and th second one,


lets start from yesterday!((;
last-erday, forgot bout anything that happened in school,
but aft school.
afew of us, as shown in pic,
went to play with flour,
for Darryl's Birthday. **dua pai
walao..i eating lollipop then darryl/timo and tzuan i think?
went to throw flour at me?!!!!
and in went th flour to my nose and mouth and ear!!!
haii..we play until damn cam.
then we ran away cause alot of people keep looking at us.
following,
we went to elisa's house to wash up.
lihui and i washed our hair but still,
there's flour!
then dried,had icecream, went back to school
to study!
&&went dinner with lihui ++ desmond![[;


Monday, August 04, 2008 9:14:00 PM



sorry people,
will be posting today's post,
together with tmr's post!,

never judge someone by their look


Sunday, August 03, 2008 9:33:00 PM



hello people!,
msging a this someone,
whom i care quite a sum.
well,
he's sad, rather, very sad.

STAY STRONG AND HAPPY, boy.
dont give a Fdamn bout it.
forget bout it alrights!,
whatever/anything that come,
i'll be here when you need me alright!;DD

just treat it as an experience.
the worse experience EVER.
((;

cheer up guy!,
fake a smile so she wont see.


8:28:00 PM



3rd day of SeventhMonth,
last night something real creepy happened.
this thing, that'll only light when you hit it,
actually lit by itself,
OMFG!

woke up this morning,
slacked all th way ,
bathe and went to grandma house.
played computer games like,
nobody business,,

ya,
im tired&&sleepy.
haven done any work yet.
>

who cares


Saturday, August 02, 2008 8:25:00 PM



2nd day of Seventh Month,

imma too lazy to upload pictures,
should be thankful i update *DDD

watch drMA this morning,
went to meet Lihui and was kindda late,
went to eat chickenshredded meesua,
then went up to meet th rest.
went into th cinema,
jasen wait for desmond outside.

while watching,
lihui Ljiaxin and i kept throwing
popcorns at tiger, carrot, drumstick and bulldog.
yeappsz.
Money Not Enough 2
teared a little little lahhs.. ((;
took a hard time holding them back.
then went to dra house with lihui.

went there, played with our instruments,
clarinet, flute, trumpet &&piano.
a period of time when all of us,
imitated people's laughter and laughed at each other too,
fun,

i came home.
didnt meet them.'

anw, congrats to Brenda who's got into th audition!,
i'll try and make it on 17&18 at Vivo!
thank me ya! ;DD

&&thats what friends are for,


Friday, August 01, 2008 8:48:00 PM



pizzahuttttt:B

today; fine ;))
we went round th school looking for words in th morning,
then uhhh, science,
kana pointed at cause i was reading,
a storybook!?? wtf,

recess.
stomach aching like mad,

then mschew, dont lemme seat with naughtygirl!
ya..mstew was angry today.
then went to bandroom,
brought instruments down to th hall,
lunch.
then NDP rehearsal!;D
its fun! [[;
then we kept and packed up!
some of us stayed in bandroom..
play like whoo! psycho,
pulled junjie and dangkhoa's shoe laces ><

but some unhappy things happened too,,

.. go to uhhh,
b1 buy OCK
met justin,weilun and edwin.
weilun is damn lame de canszx!
all of them richkid,
then i came home!((:
1st day of 7th month!

anw,
if tigerchiu ever read this,
im not angry with you okay!,
i dont accept your apology cause,
im not angry with you in th first place.
im not that petty after all lahhs! *8DDD